Bahawasanya Aku hanyalah HmabaMu yang Hina

RINDU...

susah nak ungkap perkataan tu..
lagipun ianya haram utk y bukan muhrim..

rindu,
tp jumpa xberkata apa...cukuplah tau dia ada..

rindu,
tp xmau pandang gambar...cukuplah sekadar dlm hati..

sebab kita tiada apa2..

Ya Allah

Assalamualaikum...

Hmmm...
Tahu  atau tidak bahawasanya nya kesabaran itu ada had nya..
jadi, kita sebagai hamba Allah yang lemah jgnlah sesekali terfikir nak mencabar kesabaran orang lain..
macamlah kita ni bagus sangat nak buat mcm tu pada orang lain.
Agree or not?
Unless you're very...very... patience people and you might not get angry if someone do something terrible in your daily life.
tapi...xkanlah...
even, telah dikatakan oleh sahabat yang,
"saba ritu sebahagian daripada iman tapi sabar juga ada had.. orang yang tidak tahu marah seperti keldai." (lebih kuranglah ayat cmtu)

telah diumpakan sebegitu..
kita pun, jgnlah nak marah je selalu...
marah pun perlu ada sebab yang munasabah..bukan main terjah je
mau ko kena balik nanti.. hahaha

Know what, I just work here about 4 months and Alhamdulillah Allah ease everything..
yep, it is difficult at first but then a few steps get me in track to do my job.
hmmmm....
but, something do bother me when one of my colleague do something that I take it seriously..
yup, it depends on people acceptance but how do you react when people keep look down on you.
not say that she said she is the best one but the way she communicate with me make me felt like trash or terrible. As all you know that actually I dont like people to be rude to me either verbally or physically.
she always like,

me: Akak, pergi Kuching ada apa? ( as I know she must be going for training or something in work field..but  I just want to know exactly what the hell she going there..)
Akak: Adalah..sibok je..( with loud voice)
me: dalam hati.. Ya Allah...sabar kan lah aq ni.. tanya pasal keje pun selalu kena camni.. maybe nanti kalo ada bad things happen to her then I will not come visiting her coz afraid to be called as Bz body...nak gitu ke??

Btw, I dont want to take it seriously but she always react like that when I'm asking her..am I look like stupid to you??..but I think you are the one who stupid to just make a menyampah reaction when I'm asking..

ni bukan 1st time die cmni..
kita ni baru, just wonder what they are doing and everything related to work.. not just simply busybody tanya hal personal..
so, lama2 bila selalu sgt kena sembur mcm aq ni xde perasaan, terus rasa menyampah gal dengan akk ni..
I try to be positive but sometimes it did bother me..
memanglah mungkin die nak bergurau sbb masa ckp tu die senyum2 tapi mcm selalu sgt..
and kalau bergurau pun, mesti lps mcm tu dia akan jwb juga pertanyaan kita tu..
Aq tau lah aq xtau pasal segala benda, sbb tu aq tanya nak ilmu dr awak..
bukan mintak kena sembur mcm ni..
Ya Allah...sabar jelah...
ish, xtaulah knp...tp rasa menyirap sgt..
I dont bother if I get angry to people but I do bother I get annoyed of rude people..
saya sgt pantang dengan orang yang rude tau..
xkesah kalo nak marah or pape,tp please dont be rude to me..
really I cant stand..
rasa nak meyumpah dah..
so, anubody there..yang baca blog ni..please lah faham perasaan orang..
kita ni bergurau kdg2 menyaitkan hati.. so be careful because people will get annoyed to you..
lontarkan ayat2 positif dgn org sekeliling..
nak bergurau boleh tp jgn sampai buat org bengang..
and lastly, I hope you guys doakanlah I ni supaya xpk akn sgt psl hal ni and just teruskan hidup tanpa rasa benci kat akk sengal ni...
Arrgghh..geram

wasalam

A

p/s: tp korg  jgnlah judge akak ni jahat sgt plak.. she is nice person..cuma sekali sekala tu lah..rasa geram..hihihi

Blessed

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركات
 It has been 3 months and near to 4 months got title as trainee here..
so far it  is no too bad and still need to improve in certain things. hopefully can make it within these 6 months so I can get a new title kan?? In sha Allah..amin..
pape pun just nak inform yang hasil berkat doa semua orang I got to have feeling of comfortable and acceptance from people here. Thanks a lot for your kindness to pray for me. I believe that this feeling and blessing not just come from my intention to have good future in the Company but also from all support and pray by others. Really appreciate that.
Again thanks and see you all soon... Hope with brilliant writing next time...kihkihkih

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Assalamualaikum...

hye..
sihat ke semua...
skrg masa lunch..so porak perandakan blog sekejap..haha
korg rasakan..korg rasa lah....korang rasa....hmmmm
dorg ni ada iras x??
haha

sorilah...xpandai nak edit plak gmbr dorg ni jadi sbelah-sebelah...
haha...sbnrnya xde iras kot kan..(kate korg dalam hati..heheh)
tapi xtau knp slalu rasa dorg ni mcm ala2 sama, ala2 iras..haha
fyi, gmbr kiri tu is my brother...and the left one is matlutfi..the famous vlogger in Malaysia..
haha..so konon nak perasan y muka my brother ada iras matlutfi y gojes tu..hahaha
kalo x sama xpelah..saje je tany..
kihkihkih...
tu je nak tanya..
bye...askm...

A

For a meanwhile, feeling like loser in the some strange world with no courage to continue the working life...
Owh, kalaulah dapat resign and get another fun job...hmmm, maybe not in my field kan..mgkn x rasa stress y macam nak berambus skrg..so, for now..just doing good for this job for this time being.Hopefully akan hilang r rasa nak berambus dr sni..owh , Ya Allah...mengapakah perasaan ini??
Yang pasti..terasa yang bahawasanya bos ni bongkak...ye, awak berjaya..tgklah experience awak..jgnlah mcm nak harapkan yang terbaik sangaaaaaattttttt-sangaaaaaatttt dr org freshie mcm sya..pastu mcm bongkak..owh...sgtlah menyampah..so whatever sgt..ala, rezki kt mane2..jgn rasa diri tu perfect sgt sbb sikit2 puji diri sendiri yang bagus dan telah menjadi mentor yang bagus..hampeh!!! xpe, Allah lgi berkuasa..orang sombong slalu rugi..haha..dah2, hilanglah rasa ini..bersemangatlah utk bekerja...please be ggod, Atikah!!!


A

Penang oh Penang...

Ni lah kawan waktu sengal2 kt UPM dlu..hehe

Assalamualaikum... lame x menaip..hehe malas sgt kan??padahal xbuat keje pape pun sbnrnya mls nak transfer gmbr ke lappy..hahak... btw, baru terigt y xupdate pun pasal back packing aq masa g Penang ritu.. dah luput da pun ceritanya kan??haha xpe2... pengalaman harus juga dicerita...mana tau membantu di kemudian hari...*sigh
ok... hari tu g Penang sebab attend majlis kahwin kawan ni.. mula2 trun UPM dlu sbb nak settlekan semua perkara b4 graduate.. yes, graduation!! i'm already graduateed ok...for your info lah.. haha tapi convo maybe bulan 10 nanti...lambat uolls...hemmmp... ok, back to the topic.. 2-3 hari kat kl, da berjimba dengan kwan2 semua, aq pun head to penang... so, b4 that here were the picture taken masa jimba2 kat kl..haha..xbanyak pun..

sempat lah jumpa kawan2 lain and g lunch sama

Ni dia Affah...kawan dr tahun satu lagi

dah siap semua...even xdpt ank settle kan semua hal, naseb ada si comel afa yang tawarkan diri tuk settlekan hal selanjutnya..thank Afa..big hugh for you!! muah3x.....

Then...

time to the wedding ceremony...

dari kl trun perak, fetch up my friend si Sila, and from here ktrg naik kereta..

sebab senang nak ke mana2 after that..and senang utk ktrg bercuti ke Penang...haha

sampai uma pengantin dah malam...

so sempt tgk die berinai semua...

yang bestnya die taja ktrg tido kt hotel Summit...wah, best gitu!!!

esoknya majlis dan dpt snap bebera gambr je..sbb the rest semua Sila snap dr DSlr die...

ni die the bride and the groom..

Sempat ktrg snap gmbr ngn pengantin b4 dorg bersanding..

Rumah pengantin di sebelah dengan sawah padi tau...cantek gler..tp xsempt snap sbb bz..konon kan??haha

lepas je majlis, ktrg b2 trus gerak g Penang...

ni lah 1st time drive masuk Pulau Penang sendiri tau...

and 2nd time dtg after rombongan skolah rendah dlu...berkurun x g kan..

haha

so, ktrg jumpa dengan kawan ktrg si Faiz a.k.a mamu..

die mmg asal penang, so senang r dah ada tourist guide..kihkihkih...

ktrg stay kt homestay..dan dibayar oleh encik faiz...wawalaweh..kihkih...

nampak x yang die dibuli???hehe

xdelah..die gaji besar...so, saje die nak belanja2 ktrg ni ha...

kan faiz kan??? *sigh..

so, ptg tu after siap2 semua..ktrg g jalan2 kt bandar Penang...

meriah giler sni...dah macm Singapore da tau..

mmg gorgeous r..haha

lepak2 smbil makan kt pebenda ntah nama tmpt tu kan..(hehe)

masuk mall and jalan kt Strait Quay...

ha, Starit Quay ni mcm tmpt mahal r kt Penang ni...

tmpt org kaya2...tp mmg cantek...sesuai r dengn cara hd porg kaya mereka tu kan...

jalan2 smpi tgh malam, balik...trus tido...

esoknya, pagi2 ktrg da keluar..

g sarapan nasi kandar yang sedap...then straight g bandar...

Sila nak g Art Street katanya...

kat Art street ni, ada pameran Art yang unik dan cantek...

dibuat oleh pelancong yang akhirnya di iktiraf penang as one of the historical value kt Penang ni...

penat giler cr lukisan2 ni...

lukisan2 ni letak terabur tau..so kena lah berjalan kaki nak cr..

\pusing2 smpi tgh hari..adeh...panas okey cair makeup i..haha

tapi lepas je jumpa satu lukisan, ada plak kedai basikal tepi tu...so, korg bolehlah kalo raun2 naik basikal kalo nak...

and yang lucky sgt ble kat kedai tu pun ada tunjukkn lokasi lukisan2 Art Street ni...

so, after that ktrg jalan iku map r...

seronok smpi lenguh ok..

haha

so, ni antara gmbr2 y ktrg snap...

ni Homestay yang ktrg tinggal ni

STRAIT QUAY

Ni lah die area Strait Quay, Penang...

ART STREET

Map kt Art Street

 Ini semua antara lukisan2 dinding kt Art Street..cantek

Ni pulak macam kampung terapung r lebih kurang...betul2 atas air..

perjalanan ktrg habis kt situ..tp mcm biasalah makan mmg utama
so, ktrg makan laksa kt Tanjung Bunga..and then straigth g dusun tropica ape ntah nama utk makan aiskrim...

sedap..sampai rasa nak makan lagi..

 tapi kena tunggu smpi dtg Penang lagi lah kan...

haha..

so, sape2 yang baru nak cuti2 Malaysia, anda pun boleh dtg Penang...

penang pun penuh dengan sejarah nya sendiri..

dan pastikan anda ada Tourist guide ok..

kalo x, boleh sesat lah hang kat sana

lain lah kalo dah biasa...dgn jalan2 sana...

kitrg ni 1st time jelajah Penang area Balik Pulau...so kena lah ada tourist guide...dan naseb baik tourist guide kita ni baik...ensem plak tu..kihkihkih,.....

(aq up kan grade ko ni faiz..lain kali belanja lagi ok..haha)

so, tu jelah cerita jalan2 Penang...

next time mmg rasa nak dtg lg sbb xpuas jalan..yelah, jalan Penang 2 hari je...

lain kali kena lama2 sket..mau seminggu baru puas...

haha

so, till the next entry..

jumpa lagi...

 Askm...

A

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