GeLi Cik ESah...

Assalamualaikum...

yoo...esok, rabu baru nak stat praktikal...
what??
orang da stat lame da tapi saya masih disini, dirumah..
kuang3...
ok2...
everything is fine...cuma da maslah je sket...
mula2 i tangguh praktikal untuk ke Petaling Jya, urgent matter...
and Alhamdulillah everything goes well...
then, 2nd day iaitu smlm (selasa) i still xdpt nk ber prakikal kerana memikirkan tawaran berpraktikal oleh Kementerian Asas Tani...and now i got two places to choose...
pdhal da bersiap pg td utk ber praktikal tp last2 disebbkn frust memikir i trusdecide utk tido dan pk after that..and finally, i had made a deicsion to just stay in jay Bee...
it is not an easy judgement and decision yow...many things to think of, the pro and const and everything...
and fuuuhhh.....so relieved when its done... satisfied enough??? ya,so far...
and harap2 semuanya ok...rezeki Allah ada dimana2...kita yang kena pandai cari dan gunakan peluang yang ada...
so saya G.e.l.i.S.A.h bagai nak rak tuk esok ni...
doakan semuanya ok dan berjalan lancar ye..
aminn...
ok, have your dream
nite...
wasalam..

A

toink..toink!!

Assalamualaikum...
mornin' everyone..sorry to disturb all of your dream this mornin'..haha
just wake up, wake up on saturday morning!! (nyanyi gitu pagi2.hehhh)
so first thing i do this lovely morning after the Subuh was checking my result...
yes..the Result for 7th semster.. takot..sebb mahukan yang terbaik dikala mmg rasanya pointer tunggang terbalik sbb mls belajar dicampur main2 dlm kelas dan perpoya2 spanjang masa di UPM...what the.....
haha
so, the Result cAme out and i just...teet....blink..blink...
Good of GPA but it was not enough to save my CGPA to be the top!!!
what a dissappoinment.!! but...everything was done..nothing can change...subjek yang diskor akn A hanyalah mimpi..tidak!!!
then, cukup2lah mkn my pointer..not GOOD Enough!
ni semua kesan pointer y jatuh tergolek2 masa sem 3 dan y paling kecewa masa sem 6..sem 6 lah sem y xdisangka jatuh golek2...
punah harapan...
adakah itu zaman gelapku??
nope..nope...
pointer jatuh xbermakna aq kalah kan???
but it hurt yow...
because in study i have 2 strict way.

beat the best to be the best- get 4 flat or being a dean for the entire study...

or

 beat the mind- being a great student that may not get a dean but a good mind, faham semua y pernah diajar, diamalkan dan do the best for your carrier!!

i know i have a short memory, cant figure out everything from 1st semester to the end, so my target is to beat the best...and everything just not well enough...

yay, u got be wrong..because the best target is to beat the mind right..so you will be a good person for your whole life..mungkin kdg2 xde rezeki tp bila org tny je, ko boleh petik jari jawab dengn mudah..kan..kan??? tp mmg tau xboleh jadi camtu...semua belajar hmpr 3 1/2 tahun mula pudar makin hari...makin xigt ape y diajar...yelah, maybe mind malaysian ialah belajar utk lulus periksa not the knowledge tu sendiri...

arrrgh....dissappointed...sob..sob...

so now, to fix everything i just need to go the the plan B.....what is plan B???

to BeAt the MInd...so, masa prktikl nanti I kena perform bagus2..so, akan menjadi seorang pekerja yang bagus, dedikasi dan mengamalkan ilmu...paling penting ialah menyampaikan IlmU..walapun sedikit...supaya ilmu aq pun akan berkembang dan menjadi warganegara yang baik..sbb ilmu penuh didada...so, from now on,kena study pulun2..jgn pk malas and go straight to the goal...

semoga saya akan berjaya pada masa hadapan and be a good worker to have ilmu untuk akhirat kelak...and kena keje bagus2 untuk berbakti kepda semua orang yang pernah berbudi kepada diriku ini...Yeay!!!!! beat the dream and start to dream now..haha

Pray for my besties...amin...

A

BlocKing The way!!

hye, assalamualaikum...
ok, its near to CNY but never had a time to shopping...
adalah jugak sbnrnya...shopping brg dapur...ihik...
but of course the old clothes need to be changed right??
not because they are too old but also need to change the look of who i am..
what??
not from Atikah to HAyden...
what again???
xlah...
bila da menganjak dewasa ni style pun kena tukar...
trying to be mature but not too mature y akan menampkkn mcm auntie...
hello...i'm not an auntie..maybe soon...
what i'm trying to say is need to change like a woman now..
dulu suka pakai baju ikut badan...ooppsss...
yelah budak2...
but kadang2 hati tu y terasa nak pakai...padahal badan da naik berkilo2...haha..
but as time goes by, nothing change sgt pun..
masih nak pakai baju comel ala jane by design or like L in Setia hujung nyawa??
haha...
pape pun, tunggu duet jatuh ke riba and sale sampai berebut kat JUSco..haha..
sbb poket kering...
owh ye..da lama kt uma ni adalah i buat sket kueh... kek actlly..and yesterday i masak pizza for my break fast...saje je nak tunjuk skill msk walaupun rasa secukup menyedapkan tekak...haha..
kek tu i baked brownies cheese...cheesenyer hmmm sdp...but the brownies xjd sgt..
xpe..next time will try again...
and last weekend my cousin was having his biggest day, Wedding Day!!..
simple but bolehlah...
nothing much i can say but macm merungut jugklah
bukn sbb ape..but felt like bhgn pompan tu xpandai layan kami y belah lelaki ni...
ada ke after mjlis die dok saje xkata what the event next...means mkan time lah..
should be in the list right..but xpe..we just went to their hiuse by ourselves...layan diri sendiri jelah kan...
sampi2 je sma gak mslhnyer...
hidangan mcm nk xnk..and it so frustrated when everything were not like we dream on...yelah no one perfectr..myb masa kita nanti mcm tu jugak...subhanallah...mintak dijauhkan...dr mknn ke layanan mcm hampeh..and semua tu xde improvement lgsg dr nikah, mjls berinai and sanding...mayb dorg igt dorg da layan and buat y terbaik kot...
yang penting sgt terkilan..xterkatqa and we never felt like these..felt unwelcoming...
ala, kalo alasan sbb wang hantaran xberpuluh ribu..mcm xmask akal sgt pun..rasanya kalo bg rm20k, mcm tu gak layanan korg kan...padahal taraf kita sama je...so, nak expect lebey2 mcmmlah the bride tu professor or someone important and mcmlah the family is the richest there and nak demand lebey...
sorrylah a little bit harsh here...just agak terkilan actlly...truly..seriously...maaf byk2..kalo terasa...but kami lagi terasa..xde layann lgsg utk kami di belah lelaki ni...tp naseb the bride ok...hopefully both of them will happily ever after with cute kids..and here ada some pictures y di snap..
y penting, kami meletOP!!haha..perasan *sigh*

here is the groom..sorilah blur sket sbb amek mlm guna ipad y xblh nak dilaraskan

function nyer..ihik..

*ni masa majlis berinai..

haa...nilah the mr and mrs married...

*En Izhar dan Pn. Halijah

nama die evergreen kan..lol*

haa..tgk..ktrg beradik je y posing lebey..smpikan pengantin pun 

xblh challnge ktrg..wakaka..perasan..*busuk sgt..ihik

jgn pelik..gmbr ni diambilsmpena go green...

konon r duta go green siap tunjuk botol air tupperware..

keje abang2 sedara y jeles ngn ktrg r ni..

Go Green!!

and these was y nanny (left) and my mak long (cente) with us y gonjengz and

adek pengantin lelaki (zarina)

pape pun semuanya da selamat..just doakan y terbaik utk mereka..

and mlm ni ada kenduri sket kt uma pengantin lelaki..just wt yassinan jerk..

sorry xdpt hadir kerana hakimi yang sekolah...

ish, cepatlah cuti hakimi...xlarat nak ulang alik amek balk skola and cpet cuti cepatlah berjimba!!

LOL..

A