toink..toink!!

Assalamualaikum...
mornin' everyone..sorry to disturb all of your dream this mornin'..haha
just wake up, wake up on saturday morning!! (nyanyi gitu pagi2.hehhh)
so first thing i do this lovely morning after the Subuh was checking my result...
yes..the Result for 7th semster.. takot..sebb mahukan yang terbaik dikala mmg rasanya pointer tunggang terbalik sbb mls belajar dicampur main2 dlm kelas dan perpoya2 spanjang masa di UPM...what the.....
haha
so, the Result cAme out and i just...teet....blink..blink...
Good of GPA but it was not enough to save my CGPA to be the top!!!
what a dissappoinment.!! but...everything was done..nothing can change...subjek yang diskor akn A hanyalah mimpi..tidak!!!
then, cukup2lah mkn my pointer..not GOOD Enough!
ni semua kesan pointer y jatuh tergolek2 masa sem 3 dan y paling kecewa masa sem 6..sem 6 lah sem y xdisangka jatuh golek2...
punah harapan...
adakah itu zaman gelapku??
nope..nope...
pointer jatuh xbermakna aq kalah kan???
but it hurt yow...
because in study i have 2 strict way.

beat the best to be the best- get 4 flat or being a dean for the entire study...

or

 beat the mind- being a great student that may not get a dean but a good mind, faham semua y pernah diajar, diamalkan dan do the best for your carrier!!

i know i have a short memory, cant figure out everything from 1st semester to the end, so my target is to beat the best...and everything just not well enough...

yay, u got be wrong..because the best target is to beat the mind right..so you will be a good person for your whole life..mungkin kdg2 xde rezeki tp bila org tny je, ko boleh petik jari jawab dengn mudah..kan..kan??? tp mmg tau xboleh jadi camtu...semua belajar hmpr 3 1/2 tahun mula pudar makin hari...makin xigt ape y diajar...yelah, maybe mind malaysian ialah belajar utk lulus periksa not the knowledge tu sendiri...

arrrgh....dissappointed...sob..sob...

so now, to fix everything i just need to go the the plan B.....what is plan B???

to BeAt the MInd...so, masa prktikl nanti I kena perform bagus2..so, akan menjadi seorang pekerja yang bagus, dedikasi dan mengamalkan ilmu...paling penting ialah menyampaikan IlmU..walapun sedikit...supaya ilmu aq pun akan berkembang dan menjadi warganegara yang baik..sbb ilmu penuh didada...so, from now on,kena study pulun2..jgn pk malas and go straight to the goal...

semoga saya akan berjaya pada masa hadapan and be a good worker to have ilmu untuk akhirat kelak...and kena keje bagus2 untuk berbakti kepda semua orang yang pernah berbudi kepada diriku ini...Yeay!!!!! beat the dream and start to dream now..haha

Pray for my besties...amin...

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